Life in a Box

...it's better than no life at all.

Waves

I was in my beautiful apartment listening to my beautiful Sabbath album on my beautiful record player when my knees buckled out from under me and all I could feel was the rushing aching pain I hadn’t felt since January last year.  How is it that even when I am surrounded by so much beauty and love, I still miss him so much?  I think I’m starting to understand why living is so important.